Just Another Friday
I spent yesterday cleaning, putting up the Christmas decorations that I hadn't got to before... I love Christmas, and it seems that the season doesn't last long enough...
Today I have to do laundry. Yuck. I either have to haul it to my mother's house, or to the Laundromat. My washer keeps backing up, and I don't have a dryer. I spent all last winter hanging out all my laundry. Freeze dried jeans really will stand up by their own, you know...lol.
Jeff's inlaws arrived at his house last night. They were celebrating their Christmas with them this evening, and then he will be here. He always spends 7 or 8 hours here on his way to his apartment, and work.
This whole dating a married man thing is a bit strange, and I must admit I do still feel a bit guilty... But I have never met a man whose likes and dislikes suited mine so well... Or one who was so attentive, who put me first... And yes, even though he has a wife, I really feel that what he says is true.... That his real life is with me, and that other life is just necessary for his son. It will be interesting when his son gets older to see whether or not that changes... Either way I am prepared for it...
I like having a man who isn't "under foot" all the time... I am a very independent person.. And absence does make the heart grow fonder... The days in between our meetings makes our time together that much more special... I think when you spend too much time with someone, there is a tendency to get "too close"... Getting to know absolutely EVERYTHING about them... I like my privacy... I don't want a man in the bathroom with me, or watching me brush my teeth... Seeing me in my sloppiest flannel pj's, or when my hair is flat and needing washed... Is that weird? Maybe that's just me, I don't know....lol I made that mistake with R, and it got to where I had no privacy at all... there was nothing he didn't know... he saw me with facial mask on my face... knew I colored my hair... This time around, I want more privacy... So the relationship with Jeff seems to work very well...
Today I have to do laundry. Yuck. I either have to haul it to my mother's house, or to the Laundromat. My washer keeps backing up, and I don't have a dryer. I spent all last winter hanging out all my laundry. Freeze dried jeans really will stand up by their own, you know...lol.
Jeff's inlaws arrived at his house last night. They were celebrating their Christmas with them this evening, and then he will be here. He always spends 7 or 8 hours here on his way to his apartment, and work.
This whole dating a married man thing is a bit strange, and I must admit I do still feel a bit guilty... But I have never met a man whose likes and dislikes suited mine so well... Or one who was so attentive, who put me first... And yes, even though he has a wife, I really feel that what he says is true.... That his real life is with me, and that other life is just necessary for his son. It will be interesting when his son gets older to see whether or not that changes... Either way I am prepared for it...
I like having a man who isn't "under foot" all the time... I am a very independent person.. And absence does make the heart grow fonder... The days in between our meetings makes our time together that much more special... I think when you spend too much time with someone, there is a tendency to get "too close"... Getting to know absolutely EVERYTHING about them... I like my privacy... I don't want a man in the bathroom with me, or watching me brush my teeth... Seeing me in my sloppiest flannel pj's, or when my hair is flat and needing washed... Is that weird? Maybe that's just me, I don't know....lol I made that mistake with R, and it got to where I had no privacy at all... there was nothing he didn't know... he saw me with facial mask on my face... knew I colored my hair... This time around, I want more privacy... So the relationship with Jeff seems to work very well...
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